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10:06am 19/02/2005
 
mood: artistic
music: My parents arguing
Jeez I really don't update at all...

Life's been pretty...blah...except.........FEBRUARY BREAK!!!! WOOHOO!!!! And the best part is the snow is a ll melting away.

Can't really play for another couple of days though, I have Brochitis.

I might break upwith Melanie, I don't know. And I'm not sure how to do it without breaking her heart, or if it will break.

On a happier note, I've just arranged my first ever real music composistion, C-Jam Blues, arr. Sam (insert last name here)

My sax loves me and I love her back! Oh Ave Marie!
 
     
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Terribility   
08:50pm 01/12/2004
 
mood: artistic
So....Today was me and melly 2 months anniversary


And, since soon closed I ahve talked to anyone form LBMB except for like...Garrett. I feel sad. You guys were (are are still) so fucking awesome. If you see me on IM say hey! TragicLaught3r.

Um....I love you! My B-day is in 5 DAYS!
 
     
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Stupid parents   
11:22pm 30/10/2004
  If a person has ADHD, is it thier fault. NO! Can they control their hyperactivity, NO! Can the parent of their friend cause their friend to lie to the person with ADHD because the friend's parent can't deal with them trick or treating one fucking NIGHT?! YES! and that pisses the ever loving FUCK out of me. I'll tell more tomorrow, I'm to pissed right now  
     
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My ass hole brother   
09:09pm 04/10/2004
  OH my fucking god i hate my brother sometimes.

IT IS NOT HIS INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He chooses to hook the internet up to his laptop and leaves AIM up. I come home thinking I can go on my AIM and see whose on. Dicklicker walks in "You need to sign onto me right away! It's my computer you can't sign me off"

Guess what, it's the families internet connection dipshit. I hate it, he always treats me like crap, always!!!!!!!!!!!

*must maime siblings*
 
     
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The Show   
10:30am 11/09/2004
 
mood: confused
Last night was our first show. The entire cast has been great, no-one made a mistake, the show was perfect.

I'm so glad to be a part of "The Hobbit". It's one of my favorite books and now my favorite play. Other than "Wicked". We've had an amazing cast this year and I <3 Gandi, Renee is AWZOM!

I had a dream after the show about The Show

text )

After the show we all went to Lakeview and had pizza. That was yummy.
 
     
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Wow today sucked!   
09:59pm 31/08/2004
 
mood: moody

Jeez, I had a terrible Day.  the morning was good, it's just after I left the bed that things turned ugly.  Hint: Do not pee while your half asleep, you'll miss the toilet.

After that i went biking with Jake.  It seems those prissy little dicks on drumlough think we took their fake rifles while they were on Vaca.  Why the Hell would I want one of those stupid faget things.

Next up, I burned my self with bacon grease while making an omelette for lunch. 

Last but not least, that ass hole Sam Gradess ) thinks he's a perfect little person. But he's just mad because he didn't get a good role in the show.  So while I'm out side he's with his friends blocking the path, So I'm walking by and I say,"Excuse me" and he spits pixie stick sugar in my face. Ass.  wHOLEly.

 
     
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Huzzah   
12:56pm 29/08/2004
 
mood: relaxed
music: My mom talking on the phone.....about crazy church poeple

Yahoo, I'm learning how to windsurf.

Suzie's gonna teach me today because the wind is perfect.  As of late, I'm in a show.  It's a Tolkien Book......."THE HOBBIT!!!"  sadly it's been adapted to stage, no spiders, wargs or eagles, and Thorin lives.  Oh well, it's fun, I'm Bombur man the fat suit ) is so hot.  The play is on September 10, 11, 12, at the old town Hall.  YAY!!!!

 
     
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LTNS   
05:52pm 28/08/2004
  Long time no see!

I sure haven't posted in a long time, then again i haven't been allowed on the computer for a long time. whatever, i'm going to ytf army
 
     
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to Steve Rachael, Kate, Joe...   
08:42pm 04/05/2004
 
mood: disappointed
There is a problem

I feel as if I am not a person when I’m around you guys. It feels like you don’t respect who I am as a person. No matter what I do I am wrong, or stupid, or annoying.


To treat me nasty when you are tired or in a bad mood is a crock. I have feelings also and sometimes you don’t respect them. I feel like a nothing, dirt and a nobody.

To say that I ditched you for “the preps” is retarded and wrong. They are my friends. Just like you guys, they are my friends.

I can have other friends. I have known Riley, as a friend, since 4th grade. Yes, he can be a goofball, but if I decide to go hang out with him and work with my other friends during class I should be allowed to do that. You don’t need to warn me. You don’t need to say I suck up, to be cool, because Riley and I have many jokes that you would not understand. If you are my friends you should know me enough to understand I don’t care if I’m popular or not. You may perceive them as something that they are not. You also say Riley is a jerk, EVERYONE IS A JERK. You are, I am. WE all have problems. But what I don’t understand is when you say Riley acts “better-than-thou” and you act like you know what’s best for me.

Also (Steve), Rachael and I are friends. Yes I had a crush on her, HAD. And as a friend to you I would NOT try to “get with her”. If you are jealous, insecure and paranoid YOU need to work that out. Not tell me to not be her friend, because, frankly, I can’t not be someone’s friend because their boyfriend is insecure about himself.

Joe, I don’t know why you don’t like me. I just don’t understand what went wrong. Tell me and I’ll try to figure out a solution.

Another thing. You seem to use me. I KNOW THE MAFIA IS A JOKE!!! But when you as you are going to get information from me and then kill me, as pretend sends a message like “We hate you, we just want your brain, then we’ll ditch you”.

Please, treat me like a person, if you can’t respect me as a human being say so right now and we won’t have to have ANY MORE CONTACT. If you can I’m willing to work out a friendship.
 
     
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05:35pm 03/05/2004
 
mood: crazy
I talked to Sam and it turns out she's not that into Jamie.

OUtside I showed no emotion. Inside I was SCREAMING FOR JOY!
 
     
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03:44pm 29/04/2004
 
mood: guilty
I am wearing shorts for the first time since October SQUEEEEEE!!!!!!
 
     
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Today   
03:09pm 29/04/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: Linkin Park
Today, yeah, was today.

First I woke up, at 5:40. Then I shut off my alarm and went and slept another twenty minutes on the couch.

Then I went to get a bowl of cereal. There was no milk.

Then I made eggs, but I had to go get bread out of the freezer, and thaw it.

My eggs were good. V. good.

Then came school, ahhh, school. The very place I hate, and love. So it's pretty mediocre.

Today we had NYSSMA. Do you know what NYSSMA is? Probably not, NYSSMA is the NEw York State School Music Association. We play three Band pieces and were scored on our ability. We got GOLD!!!!!


Steve's solo rocked.


Then we went back to school to eat lunch but before that....

The bus ride home was FUNNY. We made so many jokes. They were funny. But, know Rachael's kinda unhappy with me because we were making wise cracks about her and steve. I was like "Congratulations, It's a boy!" And then someone threw a condom in their seat.

Then we caught them making out.

Then we took the wrong exit and got back to school late.

Then we ate lunch. This stupid group of sixth grade midgets called me over to their table and one rides my bus, he's a dipshit, named Darren, they asked "You want some gum?"

"No"

"Why not?"

"I don't feel like it"

"We'll beat you up?

"Yeah if you all five tried at once, shut up midgets!" And then I walked away.

I had a lab in Earth Science. Social studies was stupid. )

Then I came home on the bus. And that kid from lunch, Darren, was like "We called you a Fat Fuck after you walked away."

So I said "what, to chicken to say it to my face?" And then he shut up.

That was my day.
 
     
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Randomness is Fin!   
08:55pm 01/03/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: Music from my Head by Me
My Sax book finally came in. Rubank's Advanced Method. Classical solo's to delight any musician (I alomost typed magician, and then corrected myself). I also got new Baritone sax reeds, and special Alto JAVA Jazz reeds. For playing precision!

Skip and I had this huge conversation about the LBMB. I miss it so much. All those memories are still with me. But I can't look at those threads and I can't see that post. All that I have is a filing cabinet of lossly organized incidents. I do miss that place. Here's that conversation, full of memories. If your aching for some LBMB read this. It sure helped me.

Memories )
 
     
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07:33pm 19/02/2004
  Hobbes
You are Hobbes! Suave and sophisticated, you have
all the right answers, and know about
smooching. You enjoy a good pounce and hot
chocolate, and make a very good best friend.


Which Calvin and Hobbes character are you?
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I got tired of black and gray   
07:27pm 19/02/2004
 
mood: apathetic
music: Shuffle of Evenesence,Nickelback,Santana,LotR TTT,LinkinPark

Well, it's been a while. 

Let's see. Yesterday I went out with Aunt Nay. That was fun, I had forty buck to spemd at AC Moore. I got 2 new sketchpads, a portable sketching set and a 248 piece home drawing kit.

 I still love LOTR and music and movies.

Not much to rant about.

 
     
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Another Hell   
09:28am 01/02/2004
 

Goths, Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle I Limbo

Bill Gates
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

General asshats
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Clinton
Circle IV Rolling Weights

George Bush
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Uday Hussein
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Qusay Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Saddam Hussein, The Pope
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

 
     
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Science   
08:27am 29/12/2003
 
mood: contemplative
music: The sound of my fingers typing
The Experiment

By using the internet I have conducted an experiment. It's called reactions around the world.

Hypothesis: People from different parts of the globe have different reactions to the same situation. Yhis can be shown by three conversations started the same way but with different people from different areas of the Earth!

The Conversations

Conversation with some bloke from Australia, originally from New Zealand. His name: André.

Demanding Cheese: This sucks!
Amak Axver: What?
Demanding Cheese: I got an awesome computer game and I can't play it because my stupid computer doesn't have enough memory!
Demanding Cheese: I hate electronics
Amak Axver: At least you haven't lost $200.
Amak Axver: Just go around deleting stuff. I bet you can find things to delete.
Demanding Cheese: No, it's worse than that. We need to buy more memory
Amak Axver: Oh
Demanding Cheese: the game needs 1.6 gigas and we only have 2 gigas
Demanding Cheese: you do the math
Amak Axver: Buy a new computer
Amak Axver: I used to only have 2gb and it drove me mad. I've got 120gb now, whee.
Demanding Cheese: *raises eyebrow
Demanding Cheese: I hate people with computers like you
Demanding Cheese: or vice versa
Amak Axver: Fwohaha
Demanding Cheese: *frown*
Demanding Cheese: I'm on Life the Universe and Everything already
Demanding Cheese: The Restaurant... was a good one.
Amak Axver: Ah, ok.
Amak Axver: Yes, Restaurant is grand.
Demanding Cheese: I think Adams is a genius
Amak Axver: My favourite's probably Life, etc.
Amak Axver: He is. One of the best authors.
Demanding Cheese: Well don't tell me too much about Life. I'm haven't gotten through it yet. I woiuldn't want it spoiled.
Demanding Cheese: Taken out of context that would be the best statement ever
Amak Axver: Hee.
Amak Axver: That's great.
Demanding Cheese: Especially if said to an elderly person
Amak Axver: Haha!
Demanding Cheese: I am hilairious
Amak Axver: Or at least what you said was
Demanding Cheese: No, I am hilairious
Amak Axver: That's open to debate
Amak Axver: But fine, you are ... sometimes.
Demanding Cheese: Oh really, well I have absolutley no expierience on a debate team so you'd better prepare for DEFEAT
Amak Axver: Uh yeah, the best debater on the Gold Coast is going to lose to Never Debated Boy. Uh-huh, right, and pigs fly.
Amak Axver: Hehe.
Demanding Cheese: Well, guess what, today's your lucky day! *pig fly's p[ast André's window, Sam wins the debate and the Nobel Peace Prize*
Amak Axver: Haha
Demanding Cheese: How do you like them apples
Amak Axver: Not much
Demanding Cheese: Wer they to SWEET for you?
Demanding Cheese: Raise the ROOF!
Demanding Cheese: What? Word.
Amak Axver: Uh ... right ...

Now a Conversation with a dude from Florida. His name: Garrett

Demanding Cheese: This sucks!
Less than ******: What sucks?
Demanding Cheese: I got an awesome computer game and I can't play it because my stupid computer doesn't have enough memory!
Less than ******: Ha, what game?
Demanding Cheese: Sim City 4 Deluxe Edition
Less than ******: Oo.
Demanding Cheese: *stupid 2 gb machine!*
Less than ******: Well, I'm gonna go play games that I have enough memory for. Bwaha. Bye.
Demanding Cheese: Bye

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Auto response from Less than ******: -plays geeky Star Wars games-
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Now for a conversation with a kid from my hometown. Good ol' New York!

Demanding Cheese: This Sucks!
R****Sword: wat?
Demanding Cheese: I got an awesome computer game and I can't play it because my stupid computer doesn't have enough memory!
Demanding Cheese: I hate electronics
R****Sword: wat game?
R****Sword: i don't
Demanding Cheese: Actually I love them
Demanding Cheese: Sim City 4
Demanding Cheese: Deluxe edition
R****Sword: cool
R****Sword: brb
Demanding Cheese: It would be if I could play it
R****Sword: back
Demanding Cheese: cool
Demanding Cheese: Now I have to WAIT until our computer gets fixed and new memory is put on *punches stupid 2gigabyte machine*
R****Sword: 2 ?
R****Sword: or 20?
Demanding Cheese: amount of memory on computer
Demanding Cheese: 2
R****Sword: omg
R****Sword: that blows
Demanding Cheese: It does
R****Sword: my uncles has a 120
Demanding Cheese: I'm talking to someone else whose on a 120 and they'rejust GLOATING
R****Sword: lol
R****Sword: mine is only a 20
Demanding Cheese: My is stupid
R****Sword: the one i'm on is a 2
Demanding Cheese: Ahh
R****Sword: my old one
Demanding Cheese: *weakly forced smile*
R****Sword: lol
R****Sword: my new one has like 7 gigs of games
Demanding Cheese: AWZOME
Demanding Cheese: or AWZOM i mean
R****Sword: yea
Demanding Cheese: (I am back
R****Sword: ok
Demanding Cheese: I want 7gigs
Demanding Cheese: or more, yes, more!
R****Sword: y?
Demanding Cheese: So I can play games
R****Sword: o



Results

The bloke from Australia first sympathized with the situation, had a joke about something totally different and then prepared to argue with the other participant in the conversation. This shows that all bloke's in his area, from New Zealand will do the same thing in any situation involving two people, unless the person has split personalities and argues with himself.

The dude from Florida obviously has a short attention span. And as a result from from inbreeding in the eightteenth century, the Florida genepool was shrunk to only people with short attention spans. Therefore any dude from his area will only talk about the original item of the conversation then go and play geeky games on his better-than-yea's computer.

The kid from New York kept droning on about the same thing, with no substance to the conversation. The conversation had no meaning and was VERY repetative. Before being bored to death I had to put the experiment on hold, end the conversation, and go to sleep to rejuvinate myself. Therefore anyperson originally from where he was from will have the same long attention span. Also as a result of inbreededing in the eighteenth century.

These are the results of my experiment.*



*disclaimer: All of this was done in good fun. If you took this seriously too bad, ou obviously have no sense of when to take a joke. Deal with it! Go see a therapist.
 
     
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07:17pm 14/12/2003
 
mood: crappy
I absolutley hate being sick. And to top it all off, SNOW. Another Noreaster.

The only good thing about this weekend is Sadam was caught. Finally, something worth celebrating, that, and my birthday was last weekend. With the FIRST Noreaster to hit us

God I hate Snow!
 
     
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Dances are stupid   
09:59pm 21/11/2003
 
mood: pissed off
I was denied twice. TWICE! It's so stupid, I don't understand why no-one would dance with me. And then people just cut into front of me and bump into me like I'm not even there. I hate this. My school is so gay.
 
     
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I feel smart. Go me!   
05:56pm 16/11/2003
 
I did it in 7</big></b> seconds.
I deserved an A+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

I am awesome. I'm going to go beat my score.
 
     
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